So Emotional
This week has been one emotional week for me. Anger and tears are almost my constant companion. I am sure it is because Gil would have been 70 this week. He is gone and I am here, without him, and needing him in so many ways. Sometimes I wonder if 10 years later, I need to go to grief counseling. So many times I think, it should have been me and not him that passed away.
posted by Sandi @ 8:57 AM
2 Comments
2 Comments:
((((Momma)))) Don't leave me. I need you.
Gosh lady, if you lose an arm or leg, would you ever get over missing it?
Same with someone you spent over 30 years with...a part of you is gone...you will always miss it/him.
You are doing fine not focusing every day on the loss.
Just think how your life would have been without him? No memories, no wonderful kids, no fantastic grandkids.
God did give you compensation for calling him early and sparing him years of pain.
Life...you take the good with the bad.
I have watched you and over the years..your grief is less. Heck..in 20 years..you might have less.
Hugs..me
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