Sometimes I wonder what is wrong with me
I happen to have the best daughter in the world. And today I made her cry because I am the biggest JERK in the world. Sometimes, I dont deserve to live!!!!
posted by Sandi @ 1:43 PM
4 Comments
4 Comments:
Don't be so hard on yourself. You are just being a mom. Sometimes we just say things that we wish for them and are not how they view things. I am assuming you do what I do now and then...put my foot in my mouth when I should have taped it shut.
And if indeed she is "the best daughter", then she will forgive you and don't hold it against you forever and being a mom...she will know she meant well.
Since I don't know how big a jerk you think you are..rest assured, you are not alone in feeling that. We all feel that sometimes.
Hang in there Twinsy, you have such strong family ties that will will blow over eventually.
It comes with the territory. I have been trying so hard to be a better father to my two grown boys. I blew two days ago, when I said something stupid to my youngest. I'm trying to make it better, but once the words come out of your mouth, you just have to deal with it the best you can. We can't always be perfect, no matter how hard we try. The cool thing is, we can ALWAYS start over. God is a God of second chances. May He bless you today.
Mommy, I love you. I understand. It's all floated down the river, and over the dam and into the ocean and up into a cloud and then rained down on a pretty sunflower field.
Muwah.
You are the best momma.
Tonja
Sandi...this made me cry! You are so hard on yourself...please don't ever say that you don't deserve to live. You are perfect just the way you are...and your loving daughter would be heart broken if anything happened to you. What a lovely family you are!!
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